Wednesday, September 20, 2006
duuude, cna i jst say the drkingk pala is fuuuuun? lkie sua;poeerrr. but im npt asaying this bcaseu i'm dnurk. i'm drunk. for the frsit tiem in my life, i am drunk.i mnean, i cam still see the monitor adn all, but i'm floatngi. im; writng this entry bcuase i hvae tp docmument my drunkk self fpr psych. the neerihcmment prokjec.t.okay,mmingkay. write and tpye well. do it pfrectly. you cna do uit. write wth no typgraphopoucal errprs/. erros. werrrprs. ahh fcul. fcuk. no errores. errors. heehee.ha[[ppy bdrthday,mar!i lvoe my bestfriend. he's lkie the bestest ebuuuurrr/ ver/ ever. i''l die wihout him. i thiank there relaly is a corelation btween gettng frunk and poeple loveing more.i love you, veryone! i lvoe the bitchs, mar, isa, kay, tetil, jo, mar;s dormmates, ar's hot cosin jom, cha, mangui. uy. mangiu. i love that boy. hehe.bht he doesn't know how mchu, so shus.h. don't tell.i'm happy. whee whee whee.but you knwo what? i don't like being drunk. like i dnt know. i feel haevy. and i prmise that after this,no mreo drikning!my head hurts. goodbyee.
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kamyl || 11:39 PM
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
yesterday, as i was on my way to school from the drug store to have my anti-tetanus shot, i chanced upon a very interesting tricycle driver.
he was of middle age, between late 30's to early 40's i think. he had a very easy smile, and he was not arrogant nor snobbish. i was fixing my bandage, when he struck a conversation with me, telling me how wonderful his trips were that day, since all of them didn't require him to travel to far places in katipunan. he was telling me how nice his day was, and i was kind of taken aback at his positivity.
this is one unique driver, i said to myself. halfway through our conversation, with me explaining to him how i got my scrape, he butted in and asked my how my boyfriend was doing. i laughed, and said i don't have one anymore.
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Sa ganda mong 'yan, aba, hindi pwedeng wala kang boyfriend!"that statement amde me smile and appreciate Manong Emil more. i was feeling really down yesterday, and unknown to the driver, he somehow managed to uplift my spirit. we continued to talk about my choice to not be in a relationship as of the moment, when he suddenly talked about his love life...
"Ang unang asawa ko ang minahal ko ng sobra. Sa kanya ako dead na dead."Whoa. i asked him how many wives he's had, when he smiled his very toothy grin and told me he had three.
Aba! Ibang klase rin 'tong mokong na 'toh! Hahaha. but, of the three, he loved (and still loves) the first. i guess first love really never dies, huh?
he told me about his kids, and how they all were first kids.. haha. we had a very light-hearted conversation about the stupidities of our love lives, when he dropped another bomb into the conversation.
"Sa sobrang pagmamahal ko sa kanya, nabilanggo ako."uh-oh. hearing a confession this big out of the blue is something that's big enough to make you think about the extent of your love for someone. i asked him why, and he said that he killed his wife's paramour. DING-DING-DING.
"Hindi ko ma.gets kung bakit niya ako niloko. tinanong ko nga sa sarili ko, hindi pa ba sapat ang pagmamahal ko sa kanya? sa sobrang selos ko, napatay ko 'yung lalaki niya."when i heard those words, i couldn't believe my ears. here i was, baring souls with a man who spent 8 years of his life in prison for killing a man! he was an ex-convict! and i suddenly felt myself stiffen... should i continue our talk? or should i shut up and just focus on getting to school alive?
he must have noticed the sudden change of air, because he told me things that appeased my uneasy self. :)
"wag kang mag-alala, mabait na ako. nagbagong buhay na ako, para sa anak namin." and he said these words gently, with a smile, and i couldn't help but believe him. then we continued to talk about his life right after he got freed from jail, and how seeing her with a new guy broke his heart, but he chose not to dwell on it for their kid's sake.
"hindi ako galit sa kanya. mahal ko pa rin siya hanggang ngayon, at nagpapasalamat na lang akong nagkaroon kami ng anak. sa anak namin ko na lang ibinubuhos ang lahat ng pagmamahal."when we finally reached gonzaga, i thanked him for such a wonderful conversation and told him that he was such an interesting man. he smiled shyly and accepted the fare i handed to him. with one last
pahabol, he said to me:
"pareho kaming nag-take ng drugs noon. doon kami nagka-inlaban."and he sped off with a jovial grin.
now, that must be the sweetest thing. <3.
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kamyl || 9:14 PM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
i want to sleep forever.
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kamyl || 9:36 AM
Friday, February 17, 2006
because i have been bugged by *ehemnicoleehem* to blog, here i am. blogging. duh. hehe.
well, i owe you people a lot of stories, but i really don't know where to start, or what to exactly say. sheesh.
hmmm.. how about GO AND WATCH BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN ang GOAL?
(warning: brokeback's a bit dragging, but stay up for the hotness! ;D jake gyllenhaal's already mine, you can take heath ledger, if you like. hehe.)
i honestly haven't watched goal yet, but the team's planning to watch it together, i just hope it pushes through. whee. i'm excited. :D
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we have a festival tomorrow that i'm not even excited about. psh.
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kamyl || 7:42 PM
Saturday, February 04, 2006
yeah, boy. it's the start of my first long weekend for this year. hooray for Fr. Nebres and his
President's Day. whatever that is, i really don't give a fruck. haha. no classes on monday, baybeee!! :p
i just came from school to watch the RIFA Festival. rj, i missed you!! *hugs*
can i just say this? BLUI ARRIOLA and JOM-JOM GONZALES (who happens to be mar's first cousin) are the shizznits.. woohooo.
i now resign from my anti-boys position. it's hard. hey, anyone interested to fill my spot? HAHAHHAHA.
i think i'm turning pedo. i like hot highschool boys. HAHAHAHAHA.
so? sue me. :p
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kamyl || 4:59 PM
Thursday, January 26, 2006
go east on sunrise highway, and i'll be there waiting for you.
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kamyl || 7:41 PM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
fuckity fuck fuck.
BOYS ARE SHIT.
i am now the president of the ANTI-BOYS CLUB.
says who? says ME.
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kamyl || 11:52 PM
